J U N E WISH!
Thursday, June 02, 2016
Oh yea,
I do it again. Monthly wish because I don't have enough faith to go by the rest
of the year.
The
thing is, I'm going to 12th grade this year.
No, not
this year. THIS FUCKING MONTH. I received my report already and it told me that
I'm going - I know I should be happy and relieved but I'm so so so afraid of
what is going to come. What's going to happen, you know, my grades aren't that
good and I'm afraid that it will keep on going lower and lower, lol.
Anyway,
thank God still I pass 11th Grade pretty much well.
And so,
I've think about it and wanted to grant myself [if possible] my own wish lol
what BECAUSE WHO ELSE CAN? Other than God, of course, I've asked too much from
him for now, lol. Let me try myself first.
decorate planner.
I have
a planner, for scheduling and agenda. Also include my blog post tracker! And
for a new school-season, I need to make a new one and a month from now I'll be
really really going to 12th grade so I need to start making my planner setup
ASAP, before July come. Like, because I know I'll procrastinate somehow
[failure of the new year resolution as always] so I won't feel that
much guilty pressure on me as I procrastinate.
buy school supplies!
Actually
I don't need too much new school supplies because I'm using binder - so the
supplies I need will be.... binder, paper? what. Yea I totally need like 200
sheets of paper for the rest of the year because you know, I lowkey cheapskate
as fuck. There's this huge cheapskate cell in me that keeps me on using the minimum
amount of things as I can. I'm so proud of myself.
Also
some wooden pencils, maybe 2 to 3 because I somewhat need it even tho I use
mechanical pencil as well. A pack of black pen, maybe? I still have last-year's
leftover but I guess I'll still buy a pack, just in case.
Well,
that's pretty much everything I need to buy.
room
cleaning.
Never
ever, underestimate how room cleaning will change atmosphere. IN THIS CASE, I
DID. So I don't want to fall for the same mistake again so I need to convince
myself to properly tidy up my room. Because I literally do everything in my
bedroom.... it's either things get messy or things are piling up, lol.
The
point is I need to do room cleaning and it's the perfect time to do it.
last but not least, please let me get a good classmate.
I do believe that classmates has something to do with class' atmosphere, and that will change everything; how I feel in class, what I feel towards the class, etc etc. And this is my last year of high school so... please let me get good classmates, lol.
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I believe 100% that these are all non-sense wishes LOLOL but I do feel like post it because I NEED TO REMEMBER, DUH????
I won't have a lot of holiday anymore so I don't feel excited at all about this holiday season... which I should be enjoying it to the maximum BECAUSE IT'S THE LAST, DUH???? pt. 2. But nah, let's face the holiday season naturally.
Let me continue some other fictions because I HAVE TO, DUH???? pt. 3
-Reyna.
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