Hey. So just um, quick news, nothing to hide here, I am going to stop writing for EXO – to this point I believe I have completed my job as an EXO-M's author; I made chapters and oneshots both for yifan and zitao as well as yifan x zitao ; then I did chenxiuhan ; also i have oneshot of lay too.

y'all might expect it already, the ship does affect me so much, after all these years... I can finally stop weeping. Not really. But close enough. Everything that's been going on, I just wanna express what I feel in one long paragraph.


Forgiveness takes time: time together to talk, time apart to think, and time all alone to remember. The days of soft words and night talks are over. The days of holding one another, dancing and singing together, hugs and cares are gone. The days of standing in front of the shower to keep away the ghosts have passed. It took me 3 long years to finally realize. Forgiveness takes time. When they do, they won't be the same as before, but that's okay. Friendship could also change through time and distance. But they will be okay. So until then, I'll be waiting here with the same hope and the same dream. I'm not letting go, just setting it loose a bit so it would hurt less. I'll wait to start a new year with the same hope and the same dream forever, I will cherish what's left, so stop telling me to let go. I don't want to. Call me delusional or whatever you like. It's not like I'd care anyway.

so... is Tao still Kris' fav member?