LOOK UP THE SKY
Thursday, August 06, 2015
LOOK UP THE SKY
wu yifan x huang zitao
angst
T ; oneshot ; text message au ;
photography thingy I don’t really understand ;A; author's note at the end!
-kairay 2015.
1000 text messages. 57
photo attachments. 0 responses.
Doesn’t it look stupid,
when I keep talking to myself again and again?
Nah, who said that? I’m
talking to you. Taking pictures of the beautiful sky. I’m talking about you.
where are you going, where should I look for
you, aren’t you going to take me with you, when are you coming back? You
promised you will. Until then, I’ll be looking up the sky where you probably be
looking at me too.
maybe you were there all
along.
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February, 3
yifan
6 : 54 p.m Rise and shine.
6 : 54 p.m Finally woke up early enough to watch the
sunset.
6 : 54 p.m The view outside this sad one-room of mine
is blocked by crumbly skyscrapers.
6 : 54 p.m This evening’s sky was pretty damned decent
anyway.
6 : 54 p.m I thought that maybe you might have wanted
to see it.
6 : 55 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky1 .jpg]
February, 5
yifan
7 : 30 p.m Woke up exactly 6.45 again today, it wasn’t
exactly my fault this time.
7 : 30 p.m Luhan came over today.
7 : 30 p.m Jongdae and Minseok were with him too.
7 : 30 p.m They told me to get my ass and stop moping
around and get something done.
7 : 31 p.m You know, baobei, same old bull. You heard it everyday too.
7 : 31 p.m Luhan was giving that motherly disapproving
pout.
7 : 31 p.m You know when he make that face I can hardly
stand it.
7 : 33 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky2 .jpg]
February, 8
yifan
6 : 50 p.m Woke up in the evening again. I think it’s
starting to become a habit.
6 : 51 p.m Anyway, I realized something when I looked
out of my window today.
6 : 51 p.m You know that Chinese doll thing,
6 : 51 p.m Um,
you bought it from Beijing that time you went with your family?
6 : 52 p.m What’s the name. tian kong nan, or some shit?
6 : 52 p.m Anyway he’s still there, hanging on the
windowsill.
6 : 52 p.m He’s getting extremely dusty, though. Lol.
forgive me!
6 : 52 p.m I’m going to wash it someday, baobei. I promise.
6 : 53 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky3 .jpg]
February, 11
yifan
7 : 50 p.m The sky is slightly darker today.
7 : 50 p.m Oh, the sun was already setting halfway by
the time I took this photo.
7 : 50 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky4 .jpg]
7 : 50 p.m you get a much better photo this time. No shitty buildings blocking the
view.
7 : 53 p.m Minseok caught me awake and he dragged my
sorry ass for an evening jog.
7 : 53 p.m I walked and I ended up just sitting on a
bench, haha.
February, 13
yifan
6 : 49 p.m I jogged a grand total of 50 meters today.
6 : 49 p.m Mostly because Minseok dragged me like crazy
along.
6 : 49 p.m His hyperactive ass is such a pain.
6 : 49 p.m His hyperactive ass is such a pain.
6 : 49 p.m But still, be proud of me, baobei. I actually moved.
6 : 50 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky5 .jpg]
February, 16
yifan
7 : 01 p.m They’ve been dragging me out to exercise
almost everyday.
7 : 01 p.m I have to admit, but it’s also becoming
somewhat of a habit for me now.
7 : 01 p.m You told me that when you do things too
much, they’ll become a habit.
7 : 01 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky6 .jpg]
February, 23
yifan
6 : 46 p.m I think there’s something wrong with me.
6 : 46 p.m There’s definitely something wrong.
6 : 46 p.m I woke up to go to the park myself today.
6 : 46 p.m No Minseok. No Luhan. No Yixing’s flairly
arms or Jongdae’s noises.
6 : 47 p.m I even jogged a little, be proud of me.
6 : 47 p.m Even I’m actually a little bit proud of
myself this time.
6 : 48 p.m yifan send a photo. [sky7 .
jpg]
February, 24
yifan
5 : 54 p.m Rise and shine!
5 : 54 p.m I can’t believe myself. I’ve been waking up
earlier these days.
5 : 55 p.m They say people wake earlier and earlier the
older they get.
5 : 55 p.m Does that mean I’m old now, baobei?
5 : 55 p.m Oh, I managed to get a shot of the
pre-sunset today.
5 : 55 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky8 .jpg]
February, 28
yifan
7 : 10 p.m It’s a sunny day today.
7 : 10 p.m 7 p.m, and the sun hasn’t set.
7 : 12 p.m You know, pesky thing about summer?
7 : 12 p.m When you want to sleep but it isn’t night yet?
7 : 12 p.m When you want to sleep but it isn’t night yet?
7 : 12 p.m I know it’s not summer.
7 : 12 p.m But then again I’m nocturnal, so that
doesn’t really apply to me.
7 : 13 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky9
.jpg]
March, 1
yifan
6 : 32 p.m Happy march.
6 : 32 p.m Afternoon sky today.
6 : 32 p.m yifan sent a photo.
[sky10 .jpg]
6 : 33 p.m There were so many clouds – they look like
popcorns, haha.
6 : 33 p.m Reminds me of when we went to watch that
scary movie, remember?
6 : 33 p.m Half bucket of your popcorn ended up under
your seat.
6 : 33 p.m Alright, I know. You don’t like it
when I recall embarrassing things of you.
6 : 33 p.m But it was funny, okay?
March, 9
yifan
5 : 50 p.m Happy Leap Day.
5 : 50 p.m Apparently Jongdae and the rest of them
aren’t bugging me as much.
5 : 50 p.m They finally realize that I can at least act
like a decent human being.
5 : 50 p.m Or, I’ve finally turned into at least a
decent human being.
5 : 51 p.m Anyway, Luhan has stopped giving be that
disappointed look.
5 : 52 p.m Oh, and Jongdae stopped crossing his bossy
arms whenever he talks to me.
5 : 52 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky11
.jpg]
March, 12
yifan
6 : 50 p.m I still remember when I hated taking photos
of the sky.
6 : 50 p.m I take it back, now – I can barely stop
myself from taking a shot everyday, wow.
6 : 50 p.m Even if it’s just with my crusty phone.
6 : 50 p.m But I do like it better with DSLR, yeah.
6 : 50 p.m Probably because that’s my job.
6 : 50 p.m yifan sent a photo. [ sky12 .jpg]
March, 14
yifan
7 : 07 p.m Rain today, so no sunset.
7 : 07 p.m Thunderclouds everywhere tho. Do you wanna
see it, baobei?
7 : 07 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky13
.jpg]
7 : 08 p.m Oh, that tian
kong nan thing, yeah – I remember the name was correct,
7 : 08 p.m You remember?
7 : 08 p.m You remember?
7 : 08 p.m Didn’t you say that thing supposed to keep
the rain away? It’s not working.
7 : 08 p.m Or maybe because it is dusty as hell?
7 : 08 p.m I promise I’m going to wash it. I’m serious.
April, 14
yifan
6 : 32 p.m Been two months since I started jogging
regularly!
6 : 32 p.m Congratulation to myself.
6 : 32 p.m I’ve been taking photos of the sky almost
every single day too now.
6 : 32 p.m Some of them aren’t that great so I don’t
send you everything.
6 : 33 p.m I’m only giving you the best, baobei. Here’s one for the payback!
6 : 34 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky14
.jpg]
6 : 34 p.m When you keep doing things, they become a
habit.
6 : 35 p.m You were right.
April, 15
yifan
5 : 26 p.m I still remember when I hated taking photos
of the sky.
5 : 26 p.m I said they were boring, or, some shit.
5 : 26 p.m You grabbed my camera and took like 500
shots of the sky!
5 : 27 p.m And more half of them were either
underexposed or too bright.
5 : 30 p.m Do you need evidence of that? I believe I
still save some.
5 : 30 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky15
.jpg]
5 : 30 p.m Anyway you did well, baobei. You dare to grab a photographer’s dearest thing.
5 : 31 p.m I’m kidding. You’re my dearest.
yifan
7 : 33 p.m Okay, in your defence, the other half were
prodigiously fantastic.
7 : 33 p.m I mean, of course, you’re my love.
7 : 33 p.m I believe I teach you something as a
photographer, don’t be mad at me!
7 : 33 p.m Anyway I ended up looking through camera
roll from years ago.
7 : 34 p.m Yifan sent a photo. [sky16 .jpg]
7 : 34 p.m You look good under the sky.
7 : 34 p.m Might have been your personality. Loud and
bright.
7 : 34 p.m Not as glaring as Jongdae, though.
April, 25
yifan
6 : 20 p.m It’s raining again today.
6 : 20 p.m I wonder why when I definitely washed that
fair weather doll like, 4 times.
6 : 20 p.m And it’s mid-spring!
6 : 20 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky17
.jpg]
May, 2
yifan
7 : 09 p.m Happy birthday, zitao.
7 : 09 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky18 .jpg]
May, 25
yifan
6 : 53 p.m The weather was goddamn hellish and Jongdae
won’t stop whining.
6 : 54 p.m It’s so crazy now Jongdae and Minseok
are in my apartment, wasting my time.
6 : 54 p.m Guangzhou always gets like this in the summer,
we all fucking hate it.
6 : 54 p.m You hated it the most.
6 : 54 p.m At least I managed to get a great shot of
the sky as compensation.
6 : 54 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky19
.jpg]
June, 6
yifan
7 : 00 p.m woke up early enough to get a perfect
today’s mandatory evening sky shot.
7 : 00 p.m Phew!
7 : 00 p.m I’m on the hilltop park as always today.
7 : 00 p.m Look, the sun even resembles an egg yolk a
little bit.
7 : 02 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky20
.jpg]
June, 17
yifan
5 : 48 p.m baobei.
5 : 48 p.m Sometimes I loathe myself for taking photos
with phone camera.
5 : 48 p.m But it’s the least I could do, right?
5 : 48 p.m The sky came out good too.
5 : 48 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky21
.jpg]
June, 18
yifan
6 : 40 p.m baobei.
6 : 40 p.m Sometimes I really miss my camera.
6 : 40 p.m But I can’t bear to look at it.
6 : 40 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky22
.jpg]
June, 19
yifan
5 : 48 p.m baobei.
5 : 48 p.m Sometimes I really miss you.
5 : 48 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky23
.jpg]
yifan
6 : 07 p.m I take that back. I miss you, all the time.
yifan
6 : 49 p.m I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.
July, 18
yifan
5 : 48 p.m Where are you?
5 : 48 p.m I’m sorry.
5 : 48 p.m Please come back.
5 : 48 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky24 .jpg]
yifan
6 : 12 p.m It’s been almost three years.
6 : 12 p.m I’m sorry.
6 : 12 p.m Answer me, baobei.
yifan
6 : 43 p.m Please.
6 : 43 p.m yifan sent photo. [sky25
.jpg]
August, 1
yifan
5 : 00 p.m What am I even saying? Your number’s been
terminated long ago.
5 : 00 p.m I can’t even send these out.
5 : 00 p.m Sent to draft, everything.
5 : 00 p.m You’ll never be able to answer me.
5 : 00 p.m yifan
sent a photo. [sky26 .jpg]
yifan
5 : 50 p.m You never answered me.
yifan
6 : 00 p.m Maybe you’ll be able to answer when we
actually find you.
yifan
6 : 39 p.m If. If we actually find you.
6 : 39 p.m I never really was quiet the optimist.
6 : 39 p.m You were.
yifan
7 : 08 p.m I’m sorry.
7 : 08 p.m I don’t think you want to hear me say sorry
anymore.
September, 13
yifan
7 : 05 a.m I wish I had someone to share all these
pictures with.
7 : 05 a.m The sky’s a lot nicer when you’re not the
only one under it.
7 : 05 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky27
.jpg]
October, 13
yifan
7 : 05 a.m I wish I had you to share all these pictures
with.
7 : 05 a.m The sky’s a lot nicer when you’re under it.
yifan
8 : 05 a.m It has been exactly three years.
8 : 05 a.m About time the sky became nice again, don’t
you think?
8 : 05 a.m baobei?
8 : 05 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky28
.jpg]
October, 15
yifan
5 : 57 p.m Been raining a lot these days.
5 : 57 p.m Must be a fall thing.
5 : 57 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky29
.jpg]
November, 1
yifan
6 : 01 p.m Stopped running for a while.
6 : 01 p.m Minseok came over and tried to knock some
sense into me, tho.
6 : 01 p.m And somehow now we’re at the hilltop again.
6 : 02 p.m Fantastic.
6 : 02 p.m The view’s actually fantastic.
6 : 02 p.m You should see it.
6 : 03 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky30
.jpg]
yifan
7 : 22 p.m What the fuck am I talking about?
7 : 22 p.m You probably can’t see it.
November, 6
yifan
6 : 11 p.m Happy Birthday to me.
6 : 11 p.m Pretty sky today.
6 : 11 p.m Even clouds in the shape of love.
6 : 11 p.m yifan sent a photo. [31
.jpg]
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December, 1
yifan
6 : 12 p.m Fall’s almost completely over and winter’s
here.
6 : 12 p.m Leaves are dying.
6 : 13 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky32
.jpg]
6 : 13 p.m Getting a little drafty these days.
6 : 13 p.m My message box, too. I’m almost hitting the
unsent drafts limit.
6 : 13 p.m Never thought I’d get this much to
hesitating, right?
yifan
7 : 28 p.m Wrong. I’ve been hesitating for three years.
December, 7
yifan
5 : 03 p.m Ah, finally touching my camera.
5 : 03 p.m It’s been a while.
5 : 03 p.m Or maybe it’s been a long time.
5 : 03 p.m I tried taking a picture of the sky.
5 : 04 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky33
.jpg]
5 : 04 p.m A little dusty, but it still works.
December, 8
yifan
5 : 33 p.m Broke the camera.
5 : 33 p.m I scrolled through the camera roll and it
was the dumbest thing I did.
5 : 34 p.m Photos you took of the sky were still in
there.
5 : 34 p.m Photos I took of you taking photos of the
sky were all there.
5 : 35 p.m I couldn’t help myself. I’m sorry.
yifan
6 : 10 p.m Never thought this might happen, right?
yifan
6 : 59 p.m Wrong. Ever since I resigned from my job, I
never could help myself.
6 : 59 p.m If only you come back, baobei.
December, 10
yifan
3 : 12 p.m The camera’s fixed.
3 : 12 p.m Jongdae headed down to that old engineer we
used to visit, he’s doing well.
3 : 12 p.m Business has grown, in fact.
3 : 12 p.m But memory is gone.
yifan
4 : 33 p.m And so are you.
yifan
5 : 13 p.m I missed you. please come back.
yifan
5 : 42 p.m Please.
yifan
6 : 21 p.m I need you.
yifan
7 : 04 p.m I miss you.
December, 13
yifan
4 : 39 p.m Been a while.
4 : 39 p.m I think I don’t miss you as much anymore.
4 : 39 p.m Looking and taking pictures of the sky
helps.
4 : 40 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky34
.jpg]
4 : 40 p.m Sometimes.
yifan
5 : 12 p.m I lied.
5 : 12 p.m Looking at the sky doesn’t really help.
yifan
6 : 45 p.m I lied.
6 : 45 p.m I missed you as much.
6 : 45 p.m Probably even more.
December, 15
yifan
7 : 12 p.m You lied.
7 : 12 p.m You said you’d come back.
7 : 12 p.m You never did.
7 : 12 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky35 .jpg]
December, 16
yifan
4 : 52 p.m You lied.
4 : 52 p.m The sky boy on my windowsill isn’t working.
4 : 52 p.m It still rains every time I look at him.
4 : 52 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky36
.jpg]
December, 17
yifan
2 : 54 p.m Where are you?
2 : 54 p.m I’ve been waking up earlier and earlier
these days.
2 : 54 p.m Deserves a reward, don’t you think?
2 : 54 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky37
.jpg]
December, 18
yifan
2 : 12 p.m Been taking a lot more photos of the
afternoon sky lately.
2 : 12 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky38
.jpg]
2 : 13 p.m Maybe they’re helping, after all.
December, 19
yifan
1 : 42 p.m Been raining a lot less lately.
1 : 42 p.m Maybe he’s working, after all.
1 : 42 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky39
.jpg]
December, 20
yifan
12 : 52 p.m I still miss you, zitao.
12 : 52 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky40
.jpg]
yifan
2 : 19 p.m Where are you?
December, 21
yifan
11 : 01 a.m Finally managed to wake up in the morning.
11 : 01 a.m Ah, even though it’s cold and almost
snowing.
11 : 01 a.m Not early enough to see the sun rise,
though.
11 : 01 a.m Yeah, of course.
11 : 01 a.m I’ll try again tomorrow.
11 : 01 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky41
.jpg]
December, 22
yifan
9 : 30 a.m Getting there.
9 : 30 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky42
.jpg]
December, 23
yifan
7 : 02 a.m Finally!
7 : 02 a.m Early enough to see the sun rise.
7 : 02 a.m Except it was too cold and it snowed, so I
didn’t see the sun rise anyway.
7 : 02 a.m Curse me, this stupid destiny.
7 : 02 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky43
.jpg]
yifan
12 : 12 p.m It snowed again today.
12 : 12 p.m We never found you.
12 : 12 p.m My one and only, I lost you.
12 : 12 p.m And we never found you.
12 : 12 p.m Deserves a punishment, don’t you think?
yifan
12 : 39 p.m I don’t think I want to go on with this
punishment anymore.
12 : 39 p.m It’s been more than three years.
yifan
2 : 44 p.m I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
2 : 44 p.m Curse me, this stupid destiny.
2 : 44 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky44
.jpg]
December, 24
yifan
7 : 10 a.m Reached the hilltop exactly 3 minutes after
the sun rose.
7 : 10 a.m The view’s still magnificent, though.
7 : 10 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky45
.jpg]
December, 25
yifan
6 : 39 a.m This might be the best Christmas present
I’ve received in three years.
6 : 39 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky46
.jpg]
6 : 39 a.m I made it. Oh, the other are here with me.
6 : 40 a.m I think you’re here with me too.
6 : 40 a.m Is that you? That bright, orange spot in the
horizon, rising up the sky?
6 : 40 a.m That must be you. You look beautiful.
6 : 41 a.m Merry Christmas to you too, Huang Zitao.
December, 26
yifan
7 : 10 a.m You always did look beautiful.
7 : 10 a.m I miss you so much.
7 : 10 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky47
.jpg]
December, 28
yifan
7 : 39 a.m I saw you again today.
7 : 39 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky48
.jpg]
7 : 39 a.m Beautiful, as usual.
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December, 29
yifan
7 : 00 a.m Hitting the draft limits very soon.
7 : 00 a.m I have to delete all drafts in a matter
of days, I’ll never be able to retrieve them.
7 : 00 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky49
.jpg]
yifan
8 : 31 a.m I never was able to retrieve you.
8 : 31 a.m I’m sorry.
January, 1
yifan
6 : 41 a.m Rise and shine, Huang Zitao.
6 : 41 a.m The sky’s beautiful today. It’s a new day.
6 : 41 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky50
.jpg]
6 : 41 a.m Happy new year, baobei.
January, 13
yifan
4 : 18 a.m I still miss you.
4 : 18 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky51
.jpg]
February, 14
yifan
5 : 50 a.m I still love you.
5 : 50 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky52
.jpg]
February, 23
yifan
7 : 51 a.m Sky’s slightly pinkish today.
7 : 51 a.m I saw cherry blossoms too.
7 : 51 a.m It's amazing considering spring has only beginning.
7 : 51 a.m It's amazing considering spring has only beginning.
7 : 51 a.m Here’s a bonus for you too.
7 : 52 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky53
.jpg]
March, 5
yifan
5 : 59 p.m Visited your parents today.
5 : 59 p.m Everyone came along, and they’re doing well.
5 : 59 p.m We all missed you.
5 : 59 p.m Here’s a photo of the famed sky, complete
with a seagull.
6 : 00 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky54
.jpg]
March, 8
yifan
8 : 00 a.m Cherry blossoms are in full bloom.
8 : 00 a.m Wish you were here to see it.
8 : 00 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky55
.jpg]
March, 9
yifan
5 : 23 a.m I miss you. I love you.
yifan
7 : 20 a.m I love you, zitao.
yifan
10 : 57 a.m But I think I might finally be able to let
you go.
yifan
12 : 20 p.m Where are you?
yifan
7 : 10 p.m Why don’t you visit me even once?
May, 6
yifan
8 : 02 a.m I’m off to a job meeting today.
8 : 02 a.m Yeah, I’m back as a photographer now.
8 : 02 a.m Was preparing a lot of things in the
meantime.
8 : 02 a.m yifan sent a photo. [sky56
.jpg]
8 : 03 a.m Morning sky is always beautiful, don’t you
think?
yifan
11 : 58 p.m I love you.
11 : 58 p.m I’ll love you forever.
11 : 58 p.m Happy Birthday once again, zitao.
11 : 59 p.m Wherever you are, you gotta take me
soon.
11 : 59 p.m yifan sent a photo. [sky57
.jpg]
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天空男 // tian kong nan ; translate literally as sky boy. Yes, they are a guardian figure preventing rainy days and bringing forth the sun.
Was hesitating about the title ;;; but not anymore ha I believe this is the best. thank you!
OKAY OKAAAAAYYYYYYY I'LL REMOVE THE FLUFF TAG YOU GUYSSSSSSSSS
OKAY OKAAAAAYYYYYYY I'LL REMOVE THE FLUFF TAG YOU GUYSSSSSSSSS
so where's zitao?
is he dead?
he might be. or he might be not.
I'll leave that to you.
-kairay.
73 Comments
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ReplyDeleteMaunya kayak gitu sih tp kayaknya akan makan lebih banyak waktu wkwkwk
Deletemaybe you were there all along ;)))))
ReplyDeletepgn nangis disini njir :))))
baru tau aku kalo author kinda poetic poetic gitu yaaaa kerennnn
masa? thank you then! hehe
Deletekenapa kok krisnya susah bangun pagi? dan kenapa dia bangun siang from the start?
ReplyDeletebayangin aja dia jadi org pemalas ya wkwkwk ((more like depressed but ok enough))
Deletewkwk si kris seriusvbanget
ReplyDeletei can't really picture kris jogging and being all productive lol
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry lol it's for fiction purposes
Deletethe real problem is..... emangnya tao kemana????
ReplyDeletehmm kemana ya
DeleteSETUJUUUUUUUUU
ReplyDeleteHILANGGINNN TAG FLUUFFNYYAAAAAAA GA FLUFF LAH KALO SEPANJANG INI SEDIHAN TERUSS :(((((
fluff kok!!!!!
DeleteYEEEHEETTTTT FF KRISTAO BARU
ReplyDeleteAPASI SBRRNYA APA YANG TERJADI KENAPA 1000 DRAFTS DELETED ITUUU NJIR AH
ReplyDeleteI don't know either ;)
Deleterise and shine...... rise and shine katanya :)))))
ReplyDeleteyanjir gua jg mau dipanggil baobei ama kris yok tao kita saingan
ReplyDeletemonmaap ya tao gaada saingannya ni hehe
DeleteWE DEMAND IT HURTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ReplyDeletewhoopsy sorry suddenly I can't read
DeleteIni makasih loh yang bilang saya poetic :) kemampuannya cuma ngalir pas nulis ff taoris aja wkwkwkw
ReplyDeleteTalking to yourself again and again is not stupid!
ReplyDeleteIs there some theory regarding the usage of the sky boy doll or is it just a filler
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ReplyDeleteAH I CAN’T IT IS A HIDDEN OT6 FIC AHHHHH
ReplyDeleteWoy dimana-mana jongdae selalu repot wkwkwk sumpah
ReplyDeleteya kurang lebih begitu lah jati diri dia dimata saya wkwkwkw
DeleteIf kris doesnt die at the end of the fic im sueing
ReplyDeleteI'll try to kill him in his next fic; thank you for submitting a request!
DeleteWHAT DO YOU MEAN UNSEND DRAFT LIMIT :(((
ReplyDeleteGua ga serius waktu baca summarynya kirain apaan talking to myself again and again oh then it hit me… kris was chatting by himself… oh…
ReplyDeleteIdk but kris is so poetic here im weak af
ReplyDeleteGuess what it started raining after i read about the sky boy thing DEMON SHOW YOURSELF!
ReplyDeletethere's to be some demonic work right there hurry call Constantine
DeleteKris fucking called tao as baobei ok I am certainly not fine
ReplyDeleteNext taoris happy ending please kenapa yg kayak gini terus ya hmm
ReplyDeleteAnyone please write an au where this fic doesnt exist
ReplyDeleteexcuse me wow right in front of my salad how dare u!
DeletePlis ini saya literally memohon JANGAN END SEPERTI INI
ReplyDeleteThe moment when yifan was repeating sorry man i can’t
ReplyDeleteBikin tab download/offline gitu dong biar bisa dibaca kapan aja :(
ReplyDeleteduh maaf saya ga ngerti gimana caranya :(
DeleteTo y’all who theories tao isn't dead: tao is very much dead end of story
ReplyDeleteOke jadi kolom komen konspirasi dibuka ya temen2
ReplyDeleteI never was able to retrieve you.
ReplyDeleteOK you know what fuck this imma read some slice of life
ReplyDeleteI have some slice of life if you'd like ;)
DeleteIf. if we actually find you.
ReplyDeleteI guess this hurts more than it should be :)
Ray ini ada sequelnya kan? Kayak the last message kan? :)
ReplyDeleteI'm just gonna let you suffer ~
DeleteYou know that part when kris started hallucinating?
ReplyDeleteas if he saw tao?
but sent the sky photo instead?
i fucking wished he really really saw tao but nah he was just being weird and that hit me :)
I know I'm a horrible person anyway you're welcome :)
DeleteTbh the summary says a lot i can’t even get pass it hbu guys
ReplyDeleteI’m just gonna think that kris is just like us who’s not sure whether tao is dead or not
ReplyDeleteI lose at the camera roll arc fuck this shit i’m out
ReplyDeleteAnywayyyyy i think i get what reyna means: kris is on earth while tao is up the sky ; so what happen to the sky and the earth? They never met.
ReplyDeleteYOU LOOK GOOD UNDER THE SKY. OH MYGOD SO IDK WHY BUT I GOT GOOSEBUMPS ???
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